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A Letter to a Lost Love

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Dear __________,
you dont see how i feel. i need to tell you, or else,i will be lost in a sea of pain forever. seeing you with her......is so painful. i cry at the thought of you being with her, and not me. i know, it seems selfish of me, but you led me on. Your falsities get to me when you flirt effortlessly during our visits. it tears me appart. god, im crying again. are you happy now? do you like my pain? do you even care? i thought you did, but everything is lost. feelings are hidden deep inside never to be brought out again. i will suppress them. my plan is to avoid you at all means. why cant i stop crying? i know, she's perfect; pretty, skinny, and a good little christian. how i wish i was her. its a fruitless wish, i know. you let me love you eveh though you didnt like me back. im such a fool. what did i do to deserve that disrespect? did i offend you? im sorry if i did. just tell me you dont like me. tell me you dont want to talk to me ever again. tell me something instead of stringing me along. dont even try playing dumb. i know that you knew about my love.  And you used it to take advantage of me. im overly nice to the ones i love, and you used that to get extra things out of me. sure, it never got physical, but it was my way of showing how i go above and beyond to provide for people i love. i cant even look you in the eyes any more. was i not submissive enough, or was i just too fat for your taste? thats got to be the one. its why other dumped me. god. fuck. i hate you. i cant breath any more. why dont you have pain? you treated me bad, but your happy. this is so wrong. forget you. i wont be in your way again. i will disappear with out a trace, there's nothing you can do. pretend you never knew me, you always did around her. im sorry i ever loved you.
signed
the bleeding heart in your hand.
just.... whatever....
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