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Dear __________,
you dont see how i feel. i need to tell you, or else,i will be lost in a sea of pain forever. seeing you with her......is so painful. i cry at the thought of you being with her, and not me. i know, it seems selfish of me, but you led me on. Your falsities get to me when you flirt effortlessly during our visits. it tears me appart. god, im crying again. are you happy now? do you like my pain? do you even care? i thought you did, but everything is lost. feelings are hidden deep inside never to be brought out again. i will suppress them. my plan is to avoid you at all means. why cant i stop crying? i know, she's perfect; pretty, skinny, and a good little christian. how i wish i was her. its a fruitless wish, i know. you let me love you eveh though you didnt like me back. im such a fool. what did i do to deserve that disrespect? did i offend you? im sorry if i did. just tell me you dont like me. tell me you dont want to talk to me ever again. tell me something instead of stringing me along. dont even try playing dumb. i know that you knew about my love. And you used it to take advantage of me. im overly nice to the ones i love, and you used that to get extra things out of me. sure, it never got physical, but it was my way of showing how i go above and beyond to provide for people i love. i cant even look you in the eyes any more. was i not submissive enough, or was i just too fat for your taste? thats got to be the one. its why other dumped me. god. fuck. i hate you. i cant breath any more. why dont you have pain? you treated me bad, but your happy. this is so wrong. forget you. i wont be in your way again. i will disappear with out a trace, there's nothing you can do. pretend you never knew me, you always did around her. im sorry i ever loved you.
signed
the bleeding heart in your hand.
you dont see how i feel. i need to tell you, or else,i will be lost in a sea of pain forever. seeing you with her......is so painful. i cry at the thought of you being with her, and not me. i know, it seems selfish of me, but you led me on. Your falsities get to me when you flirt effortlessly during our visits. it tears me appart. god, im crying again. are you happy now? do you like my pain? do you even care? i thought you did, but everything is lost. feelings are hidden deep inside never to be brought out again. i will suppress them. my plan is to avoid you at all means. why cant i stop crying? i know, she's perfect; pretty, skinny, and a good little christian. how i wish i was her. its a fruitless wish, i know. you let me love you eveh though you didnt like me back. im such a fool. what did i do to deserve that disrespect? did i offend you? im sorry if i did. just tell me you dont like me. tell me you dont want to talk to me ever again. tell me something instead of stringing me along. dont even try playing dumb. i know that you knew about my love. And you used it to take advantage of me. im overly nice to the ones i love, and you used that to get extra things out of me. sure, it never got physical, but it was my way of showing how i go above and beyond to provide for people i love. i cant even look you in the eyes any more. was i not submissive enough, or was i just too fat for your taste? thats got to be the one. its why other dumped me. god. fuck. i hate you. i cant breath any more. why dont you have pain? you treated me bad, but your happy. this is so wrong. forget you. i wont be in your way again. i will disappear with out a trace, there's nothing you can do. pretend you never knew me, you always did around her. im sorry i ever loved you.
signed
the bleeding heart in your hand.
Literature
The Cut
It is the first that i have made.
i wont be able to do it again, i know it
was wrong, but for a moment i wanted to
feel again.
The cut graced my arm and blood
seeped from within. i was sad once i
saw just what i had done.
It wasnt a knife, it wasnt a razorblade
that gave me the joy of feeling, it was
just a pair of scissors that i used to play
the complicated game.
The cut that no one can see, is more than
just upon my skin, its in my heart it seems,
and i cant close it up.
If ever i make a single cut again, it shall forever
be my last, because all my blood will bleed from
my body, i will die fast, and forever more never
Literature
Depressed
I sit here alone listening to the rain,
trying to believe the words everyone says.
"youre Pretty" "I love you" are phrases I often hear,
but who really means it?
and who is sincere?
I doubt you would even tell me the truth,
so youll tell me what will make me feel better,
but if it isnt the truth,
then why should I care?
Eventually in the end,
Ill probably get hurt,
That always seems to happen,
I get treated like dirt.
So next time you want to tell me you care,
Make sure you mean it,
And that its sincere.
Literature
Liar
Liar
You are a liar.
You lied to me everytime you told me 'I love you'
You hid yourself behind a mask.
You did a pretty good job on that task.
I was a dummy to believe you.
I thought I could keep on going.
I thought I can live on pretending.
I was a liar myself.
Who could be blamed?
I wanted to keep it the way it was.
I wanted it to be...
I want to bring the days back where Ignorance is bliss...
I wish that was even possible.
Now I think back...
Everything was my fault.
If only I hadn't been so stupid.
If only I haven't been so ignorant.
If only I didn't take the risk.
If Only...
If only, you never lied.
If only I never l
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so sad...